2/16/2010 11:47

after the day me and amyrose had spent in the buttes together things were a little different. i remember when wew were a block from her house i said to her "honestly when i came down i had this gfeeling that i would kiss you haha". the aqward laugh semed to last for ever but she shared it with me. we walked a couple more feet then she said a few words that would stick in my mind for ever.

"honestly if you didnt i would be a lil upset." i think that started it all. through out the night i would follow her into rooms that were empty beside me and her and try. it took alot of guts and every time she turned away. after about 4 trys i said finaly, "you know what im not going to try anymore" i had a laugh to follow it.

"what do you mean?"

"you know what im talking about"

the words she had spoken broke a lil part of me as if she had forgotten till she spoke again.

"if we do kiss i want it to be special, not in a garage"

shewalked to the door and i was right on her heels, with all the guts i had left i pulled her back by her elbow put my lips close to hers. she turned away only a bit then turend back. our lips touched. fire filled my heart and soul. it was incredible. i didnt want to let her flee from my arms, but a sound coming from the garage pulled our embrace apart. and we seperated. that wasnt the last i cant promise you that. through out the night we snuck off together, kiss and hoilding eachother. we had stupid little excuses from "we need more fire wood" to oh i forgot my water inside." i had never felt such a kiss befoe in my life. i loved it....i loved her.